Tuesday, December 11, 2012

letter to Hazel

Well, I finally hung up my garden fork and hand trowel for the season.  Last night it rained the fluffiest goose-down I've ever seen.  One foot.  You kick it and it's like kicking air.  I shoveled some snow off the garden, pulled back the old sleeping bag and harvested the last of our carrots and beets.  The fact that I am saying this in December is completely nutty.  We live in zone 3, people.  Zone THREE.  I'm okay with it.  

:: Right now I'm listening to Frances England's "Family Tree": think light, happy, banjo and these lyrics:
Hey ho, just how will it be/ when we add another branch to our family tree....

How will it be?  This is how:
Hazel Iris, you complete us.  You were the missing soul at our dinner table.  You were the link we awaited in ring around the rosie.  We always knew something was missing until you came along.  Now, we are whole.  You are the rose atop our three-tiered cake.
Tonight you stood up unaided--like, for three full seconds--first in front of dad, then Juniper, then me.  This morning, somehow, the gate to the stairway had been left open and before we knew it, you had disappeared.  I had a *feeling* and I ran to the stairway to find you, smiling gloriously, at the top.  Damn, you made my heart leap but you were so dang proud of yourself.  You are a climber.  Even before you could crawl, you were trying to climb up my ironing board.
For months now, you wave goodnight to Daddy and Juniper.  At the mere mention of "goodni..." you'll stick your fist out there, opening and closing your fingers with the sweetest grin and your tongue sticking out just so.  And tonight!  You gave your first bonafide kiss.  The real McCoy.  And guess who was the lucky recipient?  For the rest of your lives Juniper can say she was your first kiss.  

These days, you point to everything asking, Eh?  Your favorite objects are lights, fans and snow.
^Juniper had just flipped on the light to wake you up.  This is you, all sleepy and squinty-eyed saying, Eh?^

From the day you were born you've had this goofy head/ear/hair fetish.  It started with a disdain for hats.  Then, as soon as you were able, you'd pull at your ears and grab your hair while nursing.  Then, once you could sit up, you'd hold things up to your ears, or stretch things behind your head, or over your head.  And still today, you love to just randomly slap and grab your own head.  It makes us laugh.  Always.  We love you so.
^Seriously.  You do this to yourself all the time.^  

You are a snuggler.  

You love to play ball.

You can hang with the big kids.
You love Legos and other 3-year-old toys.  You want to be a part of everything.  
Your level of communication astounds me.  You sign "more" and, sometimes, "drink", but hyperventilating when I take a block of cheese out means you want some.  Rapid-fire kicking in your high chair means you like what we're eating.  Slouching in your chair means your less than impressed.  Kicking combined with back arching means you're done and you want out.  Or, you have to pee.


Generally, you prefer meat and fish over anything else.  You especially like salmon and moose.  And pomegranates.  You'll take flavor and spice over mild and bland.  You still only have two teeth.    

Besides an awkward, screechy, baby bird-like ma! ma!, you have two words.  Ba = bath and up = cup.  Two things you really love: taking a bath with big sis and drinking from a sippy cup, just like big sis.

Two weeks ago you turned one.  Oh, Hazel Iris, I love you so.  Happy birthday sweet Hazel-basil.  

P.S. Daddy says, "I want to eat you up."

Monday, December 3, 2012

no better place

How easily I get behind in the blogging world.  It makes me realize how full our lives are yet here I am, trying like hell to freeze water in a warm river.
:: Last year, Hazel was due on Thanksgiving day.  She came a few days early, but this year we celebrated her first birthday on the day of thanks, as we will every six years or so for the rest of her life.
:: For the harvest feast, we traveled north to share it with our Montana kin.  Thanksgiving at my sister-in-law's house includes: homegrown Indian corn, hand-ground into cornmeal the night before, baked into cornbread, dried into crumbs, made into stuffing, shoved inside a Hutterite turkey and baked for four hours.  Yes, we had a delicious, locally-grown harvest feast--made almost entirely by the hands of my sis.  
The kids ate first and I asked them each to say what they were thankful for.  Juniper said she was thankful for Owen.  Owen said he was thankful for Hazel.  Then Juniper said no, she was thankful for Hazel, then Sam said Hazel and they all started arguing until we pointed out that everyone could be thankful for Hazel.  In the end, we were all thankful for family.  Especially, of course, for Hazel Iris.  
 
I was in charge of the pumpkin pie, of which I had grand plans of baking individual birthday-cupcake-pumpkin-pies.  Normally, I make a mean, flaky pie crust but I doubled the batch and well...my crust was rock-hard.  We told the kids it was a bowl to hold the filling and whipped cream--they were none the wiser.  Hazel was exhausted by the time we sang to her and was far more interested in playing with whipped cream than eating anything.  Who could blame her?  
:: We spent a long, leisurely weekend up north.  There was a little elk hunting, a little fishing, a little playing in the kid's gym, we lunched with old friends on the way up, dined with new friends while there, and--my personal favorite--brunch at the hot springs followed by a snow-sprinkled soak.  Ah, one of my favorite places to take photos.  Nary a winter goes by without a trip to these springs.  (Proof?  Click here, here and here.)    
:: On the drive home, I finished Hazel Iris' birthday sweater.  (What do non-knitters do in the car, anyway?)       
:: Happy Birthday sweet girl (oooh, I've got a letter coming for you).  
My oh my.  There is no better place to be than with family.  

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

one year ago

One year later, I have lots to be thankful for this Thursday.  Hazel Iris, one year ago:









We are off to romp with our Montana kin--feast, be thankful and celebrate a First birthday.  Back soon.